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My View on Love

// January 20th, 2010 // No Comments » // Life, Pet Peeves

I have seen this way too many times. While I was driving from Waimanalo to Pearl City I was listening to the radio about all these stupid dumb ass dedication songs talking about how they miss their girlfriends.  This is total UNBELIEVABLE, and how many dumbasses are there out in the world to actually do a STUPID dedication SONG to a STUPID breakup.  If you can’t handle a relationship, then get the fuck out.

In my view, love is a stupid emotion that doesn’t even exist.  After doing research on LOVE I realized that its a feeling that fills the void of neediness and lack of confidence.  If you say you cannot survive in this small world without another soul that you supposedly say that you love, then you are useless and shouldn’t even be living in the first place.  This world is about survival of the fittest and if you can’t survive by being alone and independent then I recommend getting out of this planet and go to the moon or something.  Humans are animals, and we rely on our survival skills to adapt to society, and we have reflexes for things that we care about.  An example would be when we lose a hundred dollars on the street, we immediately start looking for that hundred dollars, because it presents itself as an importance to your life. (unless your filthy rich)  Many guys treat a woman like a hundred dollars and immediately fall completely for someone, and then they present like they would risk their life for this stupid someone that they meet for a few days or months.

There are so many men out there that are falling into this trap of love, and believing that its happiness. Its a false happiness that happens for a moment and after this moment is gone, you are in the state of hell and begging for survival from some other piece of ASS out there in the world.  Like I stated before, if you can’t handle being alone in the world then get the hell out.

PS. Im not saying that all relationships are bad and are doomed for failure, but if your gonna get into arguments and break up with a girl and then you dedicate a song for her on the radio.  Then I believe your piece of meat.  Get a day job and find a hobby, because no girl is worth going through pain.

What could you possibly desire?

// January 15th, 2010 // No Comments » // Life

I was browsing through some old music videos tonight, and recently bumped into this music video from Akon – titled Right Now (Na na na). The thing that stood out to me the most was the quote “When you have everything, What Could you possibly desire?” All of a sudden Akon is walking down a hallway and then moves into the ocean with a massive quote stating “The one you love the most.”  In my opinion this is total ghetto cliche, just to simply hype up all those kdrama girls out there that don’t listen to hiphop/rap music.

But, after looking at this video these few words kept me thinking about what I could possibly desire in my life.  At this point in time, I am an emotionless monster.  I have not felt anything at all but FEAR for the past couple days.  My sales have sucked personally since the beginning of this month, and I have no clue why.  Couple days after the launch of my business I convinced a person from canceling the service to walking out with another new equipment with a big smile on his face.  Sometimes, I wonder if I am losing my touch, but when I look back I realized that I went into two years of sales training, and with another year of random cold approaching.  So why do I have fear?  and what is fear?

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